Self-Portrait / 2015 / Digital print / 83 x 83 cm
Ambivalent feelings often occur simultaneously. When I am torn between different feelings, I try to decide on the right course of action. Yet after much back and forth, I often still can’t decide on an appropriate course of action. This paralyzing and exhausting process puts me into agonizing distress. I depicted this universal feeling in this work. I took photos of myself as a model and turned them into a mandala, hoping that I could stop being torn.